I hit a wall yesterday. I really, really would like to be at home right now. Everyone is getting done with their courses while I am only half way done with mine. And mine are a joke. I have classes two days a week with each class being an hour and a half. I'm sorry but I miss homework. I miss regularity. I miss having a schedule and something to do. Interesting fact: the average BA graduate from a German university is 28. Twenty-eight! No surprise. There is no motivation to get anything done. Their tuition is ridiculously low here and you can get financial aid similar to our FAFSA if you want it. I'm sure next year is going to kick my butt between Biochem and Anatomy and all the gen eds I've been saving to get done in Germany (ha!) and being a senior and applying for schools and just life in general. I miss my mom, my family, my friends, my dog, my bed, my pillow, brownies, chocolate chip cookies, my car, my school, and food with flavor. I'm tired of Germans smoking, feeling attacked because I'm American, people thinking I'm rich because I am American, not having baking soda on the store shelves, not being able to buy economy sized groceries, and not being able to speak the German language (well, my English is going out the window as well).

My life as far as I can tell: a couple of trips in May, one of which will be to Colleen (yea!), rushing to get hw, a referat, a hausarbeit, and then a couple of tests. Maybe a travel to England. Try to squeeze everything into two suticases, one of which the handle doesn't work on for some reason, and then a flight home. Oh, don't forget about studying for the DAT and the GREs and deciding if I should take a year off between graduation and further education. And if so, what to do. Do I know what I want to do with my life? Uh, not really at this point. *grumpy face*